{"product_id":"multiple-suicide-survivor-how-god-kept-me-alive-through-trauma-abuse-and-the-darkest-nights-of-my-life-paperback","title":"Multiple Suicide Survivor: How God Kept Me Alive Through Trauma, Abuse, And the Darkest Nights of My Life - Paperback","description":"\u003cdiv\u003e\u003cp style=\"text-align: right;\"\u003e\u003ca href=\"https:\/\/reportcopyrightinfringement.com\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"\u003e\u003cb\u003eReport copyright infringement\u003c\/b\u003e\u003c\/a\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003c\/div\u003e\u003cp\u003eby \u003cb\u003eJo Smoak\u003c\/b\u003e (Author)\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eIn \u003cem\u003eMultiple Suicide Survivor\u003c\/em\u003e, Jo Smoak shares her deeply personal story of surviving childhood trauma, emotional abuse, abandonment, mental health struggles, and repeated moments of despair while discovering that God's grace can still reach into the darkest places of human suffering.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eFrom an early age, Jo's life was marked by instability, fear, and pain. Childhood trauma, family dysfunction, rejection, and emotional wounds shaped the way she saw herself and the world around her. As the years passed, the weight of those experiences followed her into adolescence and adulthood, leading to depression, hopelessness, overwhelming emotional pain, and moments where she questioned whether life was worth continuing.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eYet this memoir is not a story that glorifies suffering.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eIt is a story about survival, faith, and the quiet ways God continues to sustain people even when they feel broken beyond repair.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eWith honesty and vulnerability, Jo writes about: \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cul\u003e\n\u003cli\u003eGrowing up in emotionally painful environments\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003cli\u003eChildhood trauma and lasting emotional wounds\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003cli\u003eFeelings of abandonment and rejection\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003cli\u003eAnxiety, depression, and mental health struggles\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003cli\u003eThe pressure to appear \"strong\" while hurting internally\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003cli\u003eSearching for worth through achievement and success\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003cli\u003eWrestling with faith during seasons of suffering\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003cli\u003eDiscovering healing, purpose, and hope through Christ\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003c\/ul\u003e\u003cp\u003eAs Jo shares her journey through heartbreak, loneliness, emotional pain, and healing, readers will see the reality of what trauma can do to a person-but also the reality that pain does not have to define the ending of a story. Throughout the book, one truth continues to emerge: God never stopped pursuing her.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eEven during the moments when Jo felt unseen, forgotten, or overwhelmed by despair, God continued carrying her through every season of fear, grief, confusion, and brokenness.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eWritten with emotional honesty, spiritual reflection, and compassion for others who are hurting, \u003cem\u003eMultiple Suicide Survivor\u003c\/em\u003e offers encouragement for readers struggling with trauma, emotional pain, anxiety, depression, church hurt, grief, or feelings of hopelessness.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eThis Christian memoir speaks to: \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cul\u003e\n\u003cli\u003eSurvivors of childhood trauma\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003cli\u003eReaders seeking healing and hope\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003cli\u003eChristians wrestling with suffering and faith\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003cli\u003eThose battling depression or emotional wounds\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003cli\u003eAnyone searching for purpose after pain\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003cli\u003eReaders who feel exhausted, unseen, or alone\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003c\/ul\u003e\u003cp\u003eJo's story reminds readers that healing is often slow, messy, and imperfect-but that God's presence can still be found even in life's darkest valleys. No matter how broken life feels, hope still exists. And God is still writing redemption stories every single day.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n            \u003cdiv\u003e\n\u003cstrong\u003eNumber of Pages:\u003c\/strong\u003e 382\u003c\/div\u003e\n            \u003cdiv\u003e\n\u003cstrong\u003eDimensions:\u003c\/strong\u003e 0.79 x 9 x 6 IN\u003c\/div\u003e\n            \u003cdiv\u003e\n\u003cstrong\u003ePublication Date:\u003c\/strong\u003e May 29, 2026\u003c\/div\u003e\n            ","brand":"BooksCloud","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":49558372515992,"sku":"9798256074951","price":28.58,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0759\/8830\/4024\/files\/N833HG9V7y9798256074951.webp?v=1785071743","url":"https:\/\/thepinkflamingobooks.myshopify.com\/products\/multiple-suicide-survivor-how-god-kept-me-alive-through-trauma-abuse-and-the-darkest-nights-of-my-life-paperback","provider":"The Pink Flamingo","version":"1.0","type":"link"}